The Journey Continues…

So, I totally backslid this whole past week… it really sucks how hard it is to get into a routine and how easy it is to get right out of it…

We celebrated Independence Day this past weekend, and I drank and ate to my heart’s content… and got lazy. 

Last week was a total struggle, and it was later in the week that I got back on the exercise wagon. And it was like I had never worked out. It was so hard.

I’ve gained like 2 of my lbs back… and it makes me sad, but I must continue on the journey. 

Back in the saddle again.

Rome Wasn’t Built in a Day…

I am going to log my fitness journey, as I am the world’s worst at sticking to a workout and diet routine, and maybe (just maybe) this will help me be a little more accountable for my actions… But we all see how often I blog, so it is a TOTAL shot in the dark… But here it goes anways. Continue reading

Just Writing…

I haven’t really wrote in a while, and I get antsy when I think about it. I love writing, I’ve just had a lot going on in my life, and well, basically I’m lazy. And my brain has been all over the place, and it makes me terribly sad when I try to sit and think about something to write about because everything just runs together… I guess that’s par for the course (or adding insult to injury) when it comes to having anxiety. Anxiety has ruled my life for longer than I can remember… I have always been a nervous child, and now that I’m an adult (questionable most days), a wife and mother (also questionable most days), I find it becoming more and more difficult to just be sane, or normal, or whatever in the fuck you call it. I feel bad for my husband and kid, because honestly, I just check the fuck out like literally every afternoon when I get home from work. I just cannot get out of this funk. I’m not trying to get sympathy. I know I’m a little messed up in the head… I just wish I could be normal sometimes… that’s all. 🙂 Just trying to figure out what I need to do to get back on track…

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